At the moment everything is at a sort of limbo......do I start getting ready, organizing books and stuff, packing bags??? I have no blinking idea......
"Tomorrow, tomorrow dawns the day", (thanks so much Shakespeare for that handy quote that now plays around in my head so very often these past days) true as the timetables and acceptance information is going to be released tomorrow.... Nervous? hell yeah!..... Then those annoying two words start buzzing around your head, "what if?"...
WHAT IF??? two simple little words that by themselves I have no real problems with, put them together and it seems that they turn into dinamite: the damage is extensive, the fuse is lit and the time it takes to reach the actual point of blowing up is eternal in some cases.
The human mind is so complex and sometimes, in some cases, so simple....our life´s job is to worry: we worry and it makes us feel, whether those emotions are bad to awful, gut-churning and painful, they are the feelings that are the simpliest to analise.
So dinamite...fuse lit, worry stretching everything everywhere, only lasts in this case a few more hours..... at least I don´t have to suffer all of them awake; thank heavens for sleep.
"Tomorrow, tomorrow dawns the day", (thanks so much Shakespeare for that handy quote that now plays around in my head so very often these past days) true as the timetables and acceptance information is going to be released tomorrow.... Nervous? hell yeah!..... Then those annoying two words start buzzing around your head, "what if?"...
WHAT IF??? two simple little words that by themselves I have no real problems with, put them together and it seems that they turn into dinamite: the damage is extensive, the fuse is lit and the time it takes to reach the actual point of blowing up is eternal in some cases.
The human mind is so complex and sometimes, in some cases, so simple....our life´s job is to worry: we worry and it makes us feel, whether those emotions are bad to awful, gut-churning and painful, they are the feelings that are the simpliest to analise.
So dinamite...fuse lit, worry stretching everything everywhere, only lasts in this case a few more hours..... at least I don´t have to suffer all of them awake; thank heavens for sleep.
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